How can you be okay with it all

I never saw how I could blame you at all

How could I not feel the monstrosities

If I could I would join you

If I didn't understand what would I really understand

If I could I would join you

And I'll be holding your hand until you're up in the sky soon

Trust me I've tried to join you

I know no matter how many drugs you take

It still hurts

I've done my fair share of give and take

It still hurts so how could I blame you

How can you be okay with it all

In and out of white rooms

I don't know what to say because after all of this nothings changed so I took the pills they give you when you're in the white room

And they didn't do anything but I didn't write a song for a year

Spending all my nights in gas stations just looking for something sincere

Now all of your heroes are dead

So you only have your big brother to look up to

If I could I would join you

I know no matter how many drugs you take

It still hurts

I've done my fair share of give and take

It still hurts so how could I blame you

I know no matter how many drugs you take

It still hurts

I've done my fair share of give and take

It still hurts so how could I blame you

When were both up in the sky soon

If I could've told you

I love you