if only i were… (feat. Dena)

Feel like staying in bed today

Still got makeup on my face from last night

Was so wrecked, drank a mess

Played the role I was expected to

So I'm staying in bed today (Yeah)

Feel like staying in bed again (Mmm)

Pretend I didn't see the messages on my phone

Within these four walls I'm comfortable

I'll admit, it's conflicting

I don't wanna be alone (Mmm)

I'm not better off on my own

If only staying home didn't make me feel left out

If only your opinion I could care less about

Maybe if I were I'd be happier

If only going to a party didn't freak me out

If only overthinking didn't fill me with doubt

Maybe if I were I'd be happier

They say what your feeling won't last forever

They say good things are on your way

Well, I've been working on my manifestations

But why am I worse off than yesterday

Tired of hearing it's just a phase

If only staying home didn't make me feel left out

If only your opinion I could care less about

Maybe if I were I'd be happier

If only going to a party didn't freak me out

If only overthinking didn't fill me with doubt

Maybe if I were I'd be happier

Mm, ooh

Maybe if I were I'd be happier

Mm, ooh

Maybe if I were I'd be happier

If only staying home didn't make me feel left out

If only your opinion I could care less about

If only going to a party didn't freak me out

If only overthinking wasn't allowed

If only staying home didn't make me feel left out

If only your opinion I could care less about

Maybe if I were I'd be happier

If only going to a party didn't freak me out

If only overthinking didn't fill me with doubt

Maybe if I were I'd be happier