April

Hasn't really been that long but still the days fly til you're alone It's always counting down until we stop listening I can drown it out I won't apologise The pulse is on my sleeve now and I recognise Keep it to myself cos I'm preserving my life I didn't even want you to know Til April Shedding my fears when I needed them most It's April Never forget what I'm still holding close In April Still hanging on to the moments I chose April Every single day I fear the moment won't last I won't be back Stitching up my memories and I'm in between I won't be so petty cos I know you're right Can't stick another blueprint right upon this life I'm loosing my grip cos I believe it's alright I didn't even want you to know Til April Shedding my fears when I needed them most It's April Never forget what I'm still holding close In April Still hanging on to the moments I chose April April April April April April April When it's changing every time But I'm always just as hopeful Now I'm grateful and I'm ready to repeat The deepest highs are twisting me inside Growing out I'm always left behind Swimming down below to reach the sky Filling up my lungs beneath the tide It's alright It's alright It's alright It's alright It's alright It's alright It's alright I'm hesitant to believe in me Swept out in a current I'm reticent as I'll float to sea It happens so sudden