Been goin around in circles with some decisions to determine the course

Left or right indecisive I feed my pride and let it take control

Or try and find solutions to some problems I don't want to set my eyes on

Should I take my heart off of my sleeve and let some hidden personalities go berserk

I've been on a run from the monster that used to be under my bed

And is haunting me still

Afraid to open my closet and wear a persona that i need over my skin

That ain't afraid to say what's right or wrong

Doesn't care if you like it or not

Tell the truth from the lies

That'll break your hand if you try touching its nerves

Quiet!

Need a little bit of peace when imagination start to go wild i need some

Time!

To figure out a way to express whats on in my mind ya I've been trying

To hang up on the phone devil keeps talking im tired i need some

Quiet!

Coz these words that i hear in the silence tryna claw their way out i know its

Pretty vile

You should see when I

Got these lyrics trying

To force and find

Escape from my

Deranged mental

So i take a knife

Make a slice

Watch em flow

All on the paper

Theres a lot that goes

When the hand in my

Clock strikes

12 AM and darkness rise

And surrounds i feel like I'm passin out

Still trying to reconcile with myself

Some thing that may never change

Still trying to find a better self

X on the map but don't show the way

Still looking for some peace of mind

And some sanity and a little break

From fears and emotions that surface when

I'm at the lowest Games my own head play's

And I'm gone

Levitating eyes rolled back ya its strange I know

When my thoughts

Multiply on this pad of mine gotta take the venture in this

Lost

Realm with the mic and moments wish I could atone for

But leave me alone tho

Leave me alone

Don't need eyes on me when I'm walking down the street with my hoodie on

Or tryna calm myself hyperventilating tryna keep my anger in control

Don't need people talkin in my ears and behind my back when they bored

Leave me alone

Leave me alone

Hope that you found a bit of satisfaction when you took away

An ear that would listen when i talked a hand that i needed

To bring me back to the surface

Every time i got swallowed by one of the waves but something that i need to say

Im better off alone than with someone who would sway

With some words about me and tip the weight

Of the scale and act like i mean nothin to you

All the moments together didn't mean a thing

Someone i thought was wishing well now would go to lengths to sabotage

Still stuck in a mind set where all that you need is drama that should be past your age

Got people running after my reputation bout time you start acting your age

Done tryna be a nice guy so asking politely, please out the door

Please keep me out of your conversations, wanna say something I'm here to talk

Tellin people I'm a creep of a nature then stand beside me with a smile on

Done with the fake faces only need people that are ride or die too

And im gone

Levitating eyes rolled back ya its strange I know

When my thoughts

Multiply on this pad of mine gotta take the venture in this

Lost

Realm with the mic and moments wish I could atone for

But leave me alone tho

Leave me alone

Don't need eyes on me when I'm walking down the street with my hoodie on

Or tryna calm myself hyperventilating tryna keep my anger in control

Don't need people talkin in my ears and behind my back when they bored

Leave me alone

Leave me alone