I Don't Wanna Get High (Junia-T Remix)

I Don’t Wanna Get High

Wanna hang up this lingerie

Wanna get off this highway

I’ve been losing self and losing sleep

‘Cuz I’m more than what he made of me

I’mma put these glass shoes aside

I ain’t looking like a Cinderella tonight

‘Cuz I gotta move on

I gotta move on

Been way too long, oh

Mama you say I got daddy issues so I’m broken

I need to breathe

Mama you say I’ll win Grammy’s ‘cuz I am chosen

I need to believe

But, I ain’t gon’ last with this numbing

Still need some cash and some loving

But I, can’t seem to see the light or how, I’mma get by

I, I don’t wanna get high

But I wanna feel something right

I don’t wanna get high

I been thirty years in the making

I got thirty years of heartbreaking

Still I got no stuff to show for these doubles

I ain’t got no love but I got the muscle

In my inner space I’m just a child

And my poker face is only to survive, I

Gotta stay strong

I gotta stay strong

Been strong too long, oh

Mama you know you’re the only love I ever knew, it

Breaks my heart

Knowing I grew and all the shit I put you through, I’m sorry

It breaks my broken heart

No, I ain’t gon’ last with this numbing

Still need some cash and some loving

But I, I’m looking for the light and I, promise I’mma get by

I, I don’t wanna get high

But I wanna feel something right

I don’t wanna get high

I just wanna feel

Something more than this half awake

I want something real, realer than just some half mistake

I’m 100 out or in, born without and born to sin,

Wanna feel if it’s my only win

I, I don’t wanna get high

But I wanna feel something right

I don’t wanna get high