Diary of a Deadman

Looking back I still have so many questions So many things unanswered Like, what did I do? What could I do? Was there ever a moment you cared Or was I always ugly and abandoned? Remembering all the times you wish me harm You wished me dead How could I have changed to make it better? And would I? Would I? Why...?! I still feel so much hate inside of me Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail I'm sorry, I can't forgive you Do you blame me? You never forgave me I've tried to grow from this, every day is a new challenge Because with you, there's just no winning Like it or not, I'm still a part of you And you're still a part of me Like it or not You're still a part of me Yeah! So this is how it ends All the tears, all the blood It's all been for nothing As the candle dwindles and flickers out