Roses In My Backpack

Hey, oh, I've lost everything close to me All those memories haunt me to this day But I'm coming to terms that I'm better off dead People don't care if it's left unsaid I want out more than anything I'm on the verge of a forgotten casualty No home, no friends, no family I'm losing everything And every day's the same with the sadness I bring These are the hardest years I've ever faced through To feel this pulse each day It's a curse that I'm still awake Nothing could help set me free But the thought to hang myself from the tallest tree Today Ever get that funny feeling that you'll die alone someday? Ever love someone so much but they don't feel the same? I let go, and now I'm alone Is this how it all ends with a barrel in my mouth again? Is this my only exit? These are the hardest years I've ever faced through To feel this pulse each day It's a curse that I'm still awake Nothing could help set me free But the thought to hang myself from the tallest tree Today And hey, oh, I've lost every fucking thing close to me Even those memories still haunt me to this day And if I only could forget it all I just have to run away Will I run away? I guess I'll run away, 'cause These are the hardest years I've ever faced through To feel this pulse each day It's a curse that I'm still awake But I'm not awake from those dreams of drowning, sinking below the sea I'll be free