I've been cryin' to myself But no one hears me, no one helps

Kickin', scratchin' at these walls I can't keep it down, I've been through it all

I'm in pain, no one feels my rage What can I say? I'm infected by this plague

I try not to shed a tear, been neglected for years

Hard time facing my fear, tell me where is the cure

Goin through it on a daily basis, can we find peace, can we make it

Hate and anguish can't take it, mmm, whoa

Have a hard time with trust, and I don't wanna give up

But it feels like I'm stuck

My past keeps catching up with me

I don't wanna say it was me, was it me

I know it sounds like my life has been in jeopardy

I jumped in the deep, I can't swim, rescue me

I've been cryin' to myself But no one hears me, no one helps

Kickin', scratchin' at these walls I can't keep it down, I've been through it all

Uh, ayy, look my bad Just tryna figure out when it all went bad

Just lost mom, still don't talk to my dad I've been cryin' to the Lord, I ain't goin' out sad

Yeah, uh, life been goin' too fast I just need it to slow down

Got a family of my own now I mean shit, I got my own house

That's why it's time for me to show out

Alright, look, ever since a jit, can't rely on nobody

There's a hole in my heart, it ain't comin' from my body

I'm tired of apologies, and I'm tired of sayin' sorry

They don't listen anyway, so it's fuck it, I'ma party

Always got some shit to vent about wit nobody

Tell it to the man next door no Party

I wanna be top of my class, suma cum lade

And your pain can never equal my pain, just stop it

My past keeps catchin' up to me, yeah

I don't wanna say, woe is me, woe is me

Know it sounds like my life has been in jeopardy

I miss you mama, rest in peace

I've been cryin' to myself, but

No one hears me, no one helps

Kickin', scratchin' at these walls

Can't keep it down, I've been through it all