Hollywood and Fear (Bonus Track)

You're always on my mind even when I think you're not Were you there the night I felt the thought begin to cross Hold me in your arms like someday you know you won't When it's hard Both the places we come from are tangled up in blue To clear a path we walk down arm in arm is all I do But I count the pain of every day like pennies in a jar And it's hard Since before I learnt to, I've believed in an idea I don't blame you, I don't blame me, I blame Hollywood and fear We said a lot and settled on, the door's closed but it's here This is hard, this is hard Am I getting better or am I doing time? Am I holding on to your life more tightly than to mine? Do I want to be right or to be kind? Maybe if this really is the end I'll see you there Maybe we can help each other feel like once we cared To the swimming song, chlorine my eyes but keep it fair 'Cause it's hard, 'cause it's hard Am I getting better or am I doing time? Am I holding on to your life more tightly than to mine Do I want to be right or to be Getting better or am I doing fine? Am I holding on to your life more tightly than to mine? Do I want to be right or to be kind?