Lately I just want to die cause my mind won't shut the fuck up and i am always blue

But I know that it is not fair to blame the world around me but you know that I still do

I swear that I tried my hardest to get off my ass and make bangers a time or two

But the only problem is Ive lost all my motivation don't know how ima get through ou aye aye

Do I really wanna talk about it

Nah nah nah no no

I don't really wanna go do this shit

No no no no no

I really need to count my blessings

Getting too old

To be acting this way oh oh

And If you haven't noticed I just killed my old self

If you haven't noticed wanna kill my new self

Thought I could come back and be all well

But Turns out it got much worse in the details

So Ima take a break for a moment but won't leave

Every god damn thing always makes me overthink

Most people look at a tree like nice tree

I look at a tree like that could hang me Fuck

I look at my knees and hope they don't buckle

Hear them scream and all I hears trouble

I'm so hungry but my stomach wont rumble

I know my life is turning into rubble

Pick your choices because I've chose mine

If I could go back I'd give me more time

To really process decisions I was my making

Now I'm in this moment fucked

So mistaken

I need it

I just want you to myself

I need it

I just want you to myself

Yeah, aye, aye

Lately I just want to die cause my mind won't shut the fuck up and i am always blue

But I know that it is not fair to blame the world around me but you know that I still do

I swear that I tried my hardest to get off my ass and make bangers a time or two

But the only problem is Ive lost all my motivation don't know how ima get through ou aye aye

Do I really wanna talk about it

Nah nah nah no no

I don't really wanna go do this shit

No no no no no

I really need to count my blessings

Getting too old

To be acting this way oh oh