Barely

Let the battle begin Between what I know and what I feel Most days I'm not sure what's real I'm just going through the motions Tryna make sense of my emotions Can't help but listen to every word Only gets better to get worse It always gets worse (oh-oh-oh) Tell me, what do I do? When I don't know what to do 'Cause I'm my own worst enemy I can't trust myself Every day is failure in reverse It's like a never-ending curse Am I headed for disaster? Do I really wanna know the answer? Can't breathe, can't think, don't bother trying When it hits is paralyzing I'm only just and almost not Only just and almost not okay Just a matter of time Before it all begins once again There really is no end Did I close my eyes to reason? Staying somewhere I should be leaving Can't help but let the doubt cloud my mind None of this is what I thought was right Can I make it right? (oh-oh-oh) Tell me, what do I do? When I don't know what to do 'Cause I'm my own worst enemy I can't trust myself Every day is failure in reverse It's like a never-ending curse Am I headed for disaster? Do I really wanna know the answer? Can't breathe, can't think, don't bother trying When it hits is paralyzing I'm only just and almost not Only just and almost not okay Oh! Oh, oh! Oh! I'm only just and almost not I'm only just and almost not Am I okay? Every day is failure in reverse It's like a never-ending curse Am I headed for disaster? Do I really wanna know the answer? Can't breathe, can't think, don't bother trying When it hits is paralyzing Only just and almost not I'm only just and almost not okay I'm not okay