Black Hole Brain

I don't wanna talk about it The reasons I've been losing sleep As long as I can stay distracted The past can never get to me A silence I will never break Won't spill the secrets I have locked away If you could live in my head for a day You would do the same Gravity 'S got nothing on these memories That I buried in this black hole brain At home in outer space Die or dissociate Because forgetting is the only place I'm safe (Forgetting is the only place I'm safe) I'm not ready to remember I'm afraid of therapy Every thought's a hair-pin trigger I'm avoiding careful- Leave me be 'cause I can't take the weight Of everything I'm keeping in this cage If you could live in my head for a day You would do the same (same) Gravity 'S got nothing on these memories That I buried in this black hole brain At home in outer space Die or dissociate Because forgetting is the only place I'm safe I don't want a mind that's open I don't want a heart that feels I'd rather plan my own funeral Than face what it would take to heal Now ignorance is my religion And I am not afraid to die 'Cause there can't be a hell that's worse than The one that's buried in my mind Gravity 'S got nothing on these memories That I buried in this black hole brain At home in outer space Die or dissociate Because forgetting is the only place I'm safe Only place I'm safe Only place I'm safe (I don't wanna talk about it) (I don't wanna talk about it)