Let It Wither

Got guilt up to my neck It don't seem so deep When the doubt, it pours I just drown in grief My spirit's leaving I guess somehow we lost that feeling An open wound that's never healing I guess somehow we lost that feeling She said somehow we lost that feeling An open wound, that's never healing Is this real? I think I'm dreaming Can you check my pulse? Am I still breathing? Let it wither (Wither) Watch the flowers die My petals decay on the floor (I can't go back to before) When I'm with her (I die) Feel like a ghost I can't stay dying by your door Dying by your door And somehow I'll get there I know that you don't care I know that you don't care Fuck! It feels like a nightmare Feels like a nightmare Feels like a nightmare It's deep in my gut No will, I wanna give up No will, I wanna give up Don't you want me? Down and out for the count Hope died, I've gotta get out Oh fuck, I've gotta get out I'm so sorry I'm torn coz nothing helps Save me from myself Let it wither (Wither) Watch the flowers die My petals decay on the floor (I can't go back to before) When I'm with her (I die) Feel like a ghost I can't stay dying by your door Dying by your door Got guilt up to my neck It don't seem so deep When the doubt, it pours I just drown in grief My spirit's leaving Check my pulse, am I still breathing? Is this real? I think I'm dreaming An open wound that's never healing I guess somehow we lost that feeling We lost that feeling We lost that feeling Got phantoms in my bed They don't seem to sleep Wrote it out in a letter for you my dear We're headed south and I know my end is near I wanted you, never wanted me I swear I wanna be well, not where I wanna be Calling out for an hour of your time I'm not worthy of it I'm not worthy of a second at all I wanted you, never wanted myself Not good at asking for help