Deserve

I waited by my phone 'til you text me back Always put you first while you put me last I still have your picture up on my fridge And I'm missing you but not what you did Almost wish we didn't have memories So I wouldn't think about you and me Kinda since you said that I love you first But at least I know I made it through the worst Oh, oh-oh When can I let you go? Put me through hell and worse But it showed me what I'm worth I deserve someone to love me Someone who's proud to hold me Someone who feels like anytime we're in a crowd There's nobody else around You still want me through the good, the bad and the ugly And damn it hurts But thanks to you I finally learned All the things I don't deserve Wonder if you ever knew when I'd cave Or if you tell your friends about me someday I still have questions I can't resolve Like, was I the only one to fall? Oh, oh-oh How can I let you go? Put me through hell and worse But it showed me what I'm worth I deserve someone to love me Someone who's proud to hold me Someone who feels like anytime we're in a crowd There's nobody else around You still want me through the good, the bad and the ugly And damn it hurts But thanks to you I finally learned All the things I don't deserve