HOSTAGE

Out with the bitterness now I'm trying to train myself to feel indifferent, wow Bliss I feel from floating inside my ignorance Call me a hypocrite But hiding from the pain I cause myself will make me happy, oblivious My skeletons won't hurt me from the bedroom closet If life is like a movie, then I'm waiting for the plot twist Following what moves me and procrastinating progress Signing up for loneliness that holds me like a Hostage, I'm tied up Short on what I need for the ransom, now Waiting on bad luck To pull apart the person I've made up Who am I? That's for you to decide Always do or die but at the end of the night I'm a hostage who's had enough Of living in this world that I made up On with the pace of it Any distraction I can fathom to keep away from this impending disaster I'll move faster than even Usain did Sprinting circles 'round this topic of conversation Losing my patience My skeletons won't hurt me from the bedroom closet If life is like a movie, then I'm waiting for the plot twist Following what moves me and procrastinating progress Signing up for loneliness that holds me like a Hostage, I'm tied up Short on what I need for the ransom, now Waiting on bad luck To pull apart the person I've made up Who am I? That's for you to decide Always do or die but at the end of the night I'm a hostage who's had enough Of living in this world that I made up