Don’t take myself, won’t believe myself, try to destroy myself. You are nothing to me, repetitions in my head. I am nothing to you, sneaks in instead. Hammered heart, nailed to a rotten tree. Pulled up, shadowbound. Who do I believe? Me or me? You lash out. Process nothing. Convictions centered on levity. Time is wasted, parting your seas. Drowning in the end, anyway. Don’t need myself. Won’t save myself. Try to destroy myself. You are nothing to me, repetitions in my head. I am nothing to me, sneaks in instead.