Lonely in a crowd

Thought I was asleep but my eyes were open That maybe if I push through then no one will notice Walked through life charismatic Overthinking not a habit Everything I want I had it Now I'm feeling Lonely in this crowd I wish I was the old me If I don't even recognize myself How could they know me? Everything changes, I'm out of touch Think I'll go insane from thinking too much Cuz I don't even recognize myself So how could they know me? Used to be first place and now I fight to keep up I'm being hard on myself as if I'm not enough I wait for this to pass cause I know I'll get through Pick myself up off the floor like the person I knew Yeah I'll walk through life so charismatic Overthinking not a habit Everything I want I'll have it But Now I'm feeling Lonely in this crowd I wish I was the old me If I don't even recognize myself How could they know me? Everything changes, I'm outta touch Think I'll go insane from thinking too much If I don't even recognize myself So how could they know me Lonely I'm in this crowd Walls caving in Want to get out Lonely I'm in this crowd Walls caving in Want to get out Lonely I'm in this crowd Walls caving in Want to get out Lonely I'm in this crowd Walls caving in Want to get out Now I'm feeling Lonely in this crowd I wish I was the old me If I don't even recognize myself How could they know me? Everything changes, I'm outta touch Think I'll go insane from thinking too much If I don't even recognize myself So how could they know me