Like a Fever Dream

So sick of all these foreign places

And all the memories

Of feeling like it's already over

Premonitions of these horrible faces

Of people telling me the things

That I don't want to know

Please please,

I need to finish something

'Fore I depart

Is that the music that I hear, no

It's the way that my heart

Beats beats on the screen

By my hospital bed

You think that anyone is ever really ready to die?

I wish that I could take the whole world with me

I wish that I didn't have to be the only one

Oh doctor, doctor, I'm afraid there's nothing more that you can do

My entire life confined inside a hospital bed

I just assumed at 24 that I'd be already dead

Breathe in at ease

Your mind at peace

Ignore atrocities

Eclipse disease

I know that I'm not getting sick

It's just that I'm getting older

Sometimes I get so f****** scared

Sometimes I get so f****** scared

I know that I'm not getting sick

But I often think of being younger

Sometimes I dream of going there

Sometimes I dream of going there

I wish that I could take the whole world with me

I wish that I didn't have to be the only one

Oh doctor, doctor, I'm afraid there's nothing more that you can do

My entire life confined inside a hospital bed

I just assumed at 24 that I'd be already dead

I will come back for you one of these days

How would you like me to take you away?

An embarrassing infection or chronic disease?

Or impale you like Vlad on the stake if you please

I don't care about the method of exit

The method of, the method of exit

But I don't want to be the only one to go

And it sounds kinda morbid, but

If you've ever watched the Goonies

With your best friends

Then you know how upsetting it is

When mom walks in

And drags you out by your heelies

Before the rest ends

Just a super tragic end to another summer

Day

But we forget the summer ends…