Johnny blew his brains with the blammer

Left a message, what he said to the camera"Fuck the world, don't nobody understand

Sick of runnin' so tonight is where I stand

Sick of everybody askin' if I ever had a plan

Comin' from where I'm from

Never had a chance

Sick of tryna get a grip to feel it slip through my hands

Gettin' sick of callin' God, that motherfucka never answers"

First time, I was way too scared to

Next time was a failed attempt

This time, know the gun won't jam

Wasn't goin' nowhere, won't ruin my plan

First time, I was way too scared to

Next time was a failed attempt

This time, know the gun won't jam

Wasn't goin' nowhere, won't ruin my plan

Johnny blew his brains with the blammer

Left a message, what he said to the camera"I used to wanna play the drums in the band

But then I got a little older, drugs fucked up my head

Never said it out loud before, but I'm depressed

Steady goin' nowhere fast, it got me stressed

Give a fuck if everyone can smell the liquor on my breath

Gettin' drunk, the only way for me to rest"

First time, I was way too scared to

Next time was a failed attempt

This time, know the gun won't jam

Wasn't goin' nowhere, won't ruin my plan

First time, I was way too scared to

Next time was a failed attempt

This time, know the gun won't jam

Wasn't goin' nowhere, won't ruin my plan

Johnny blew his brains with the blammer

Left a message, what he said, what he said"To my sister, I'ma miss you, don't go followin' my steps

To my mother, know I love you, wasn't nothin' you coulda said

And to every single none of my friends

I don't get it, was it somethin' that I said?

And to every motherfucker, love to laugh at my expense

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