Goodnight

Taking down some things

Found a train ticket from June '16

Tucked away for safekeeping

I know it was a day we spent together

Or else I wouldn't have held onto it

For whatever reason

I can't get rid of anything

That reminds me of you

I'm tired of the ups and downs

That linger without you around

Did you ever really want to get married?

I never did, but you made the words sound so sweet

Made me feel like I could admit defeat

And I wish I could say I didn't think about it

From time to time

But it would be a lie

Am I supposed to just forget

The time you washed my hair?

Or how you said goodnight

Your voice still hangs in the air

And I'm tired of looking for a way out

Of the life that's left without you around

I'm tired of looking for a way out

Tired of looking for a way out