Always thought that true love wasn't meant for me

Never thought a family was my destiny

Never thought you'd be right here still blessing

me

Never thought that you would want the best

of me

Looking back, man, I was living trash

Thought that showing up on Sunday was gon' take care of my past

Like how could you still love me when you looked into my past

Told me that I'm just to die for what you did, man, that's a fact

People say that money don't buy happiness Then give me all the money you unhappy with

Get my family debt free with an Audi 6

A room for my wife cause she the craftiest

A safe place for the teens that we mentoring

A place that they can feel love when they

entering

A place for my family on the holidays

A kitchen where we whipping up the hollandaise

Lord, I'm trying to be a better man

I'm working on my anger level headed, man But never thought to suicide, I'm too alive

But not to say I'm insecure, well, that's a super lie

Na that's straight up facts

Confidence in myself, yeah, I straight up lack

With all this weight on my shoulders, wish I was super jacked

My closet full of skeletons is super packed

But I've been good

Me and wifey got a spot, it's a lil hood

We got a lil puppy, yeah, he's a lil dude

We got a great church that make us feel good Completely Kevin went top 3 on the charts

Yet the enemy still tryna shoot them darts

Did a show, couldn't believe all the support

Yeah, some people weren't there, was like a kick straight to the throat

But I'm great

When you put expectations on people, it can really lead you down a path where you're really confused because you're looking for heavenly help from earthly people

And if you really look at it, and you take assessment of your life, and you realize that

God is actually working in your life, you know, that's really all you need

So just chop it up as you're great

I've been doing this for over 20 years

It ain't been the easiest cause homie I've shed plenty tears

Had to cut some people off and drop my sin just getting here

Always been the funny dude, I'm switching up, I'm shifting gears

I'ma be the dude that you can count on

A pillar in my church that you can mount on

No more Thomas, I'ma stop getting my doubt on

Someone who stay solid when the cloud gone

Somebody who people call they best friend Someone who encourage people to where they destined

A husband who can double as a boyfriend

A man who out here trying to avoid sin

But it be creeping on me

Sometimes I wanna leave it all and just go back to scheming only

It's like the devil he be feeding for me

But the sun's light stay beaming on me

Jesus going free to homies

Lightweight for the one time

Outside feel the sun shine

Reflect on my life see the sun shine

Chilling with my wifey sitting courtside

Be happy where I'm planted

Give thanks for the things we take for granted Need vacation so we plan it

A smile everyday that I wake up on this planet I'm great

The last two years of my life have been completely crazy

And I was fighting with God, I'm like God why are these things happening to me

Why aren't you blessing me with the things that I've been praying for

And he had to come up beside my head and be like I'm working in your favor, I'm working in your life

It may not look like how you want it to look But I'm here, I'm working

So I had to take assessment and be like God I give you complete control

I trust you 100%, I give you my life God That whatever you have planned for me

I know that in your hands, I'm great