Most of my scars have faded

Tho every aim remains etched

23 years of longing

For a feeling I can’t name

I’ll never be better than myself

I’m afraid

Pulling teeth

Hoping one day I’m okay

I’m always dreaming

Always dreaming of the end

Barely human

Fracture all my bones and then

I’ll be free

I’m so tired of living up to the image of me

I’ll crash just for relieve

I can't wait to see what’s out there once I’m out my skin breathing air in

This all or nothing’s

Really starting to get me down

Lost in the echoes

Of the places I can’t pronounce

I’m just a collection

Of everybody that I’ve known

Pulling teeth

Hoping one day I’ll let go.

I’m always dreaming

Always dreaming of the end

Barely human

Fracture all my bones and then

I’ll be free

I’m so tired of living up to the image of me

I’ll crash just for relieve

I can't wait to see what’s out there once I’m out my skin breathing air in (1 bar count after)

I’m always dreaming

Always dreaming of the end

Barely human

Fracture all my bones and then

I’m always dreaming

Always dreaming of the end

Barely human

Fracture all my bones and then

I’ll be free

I’m so tired of living up to the image of me

I’ll crash just for relieve

I can't wait to see what’s out there once I’m out my skin breathing air in

Written by: Carla Strauss