Like a Chain

Wading

While I'm thinking about

The same thing

Inside an ocean of doubt

Waiting

Try to hear myself out

And maybe

I'll find a way out

Throw it away

And laugh it off

It's always the same

It's always

It feels like a chain

Around the neck

It pulls and it strains

Shamefaced

Tripping up

I shouldn't be

Thoughts of mine

Are scaring me

So ugly

Give me some good energy

A sign a touch at least something

Hold me close

If I'm right where I need to be

Then why do my fears keep on growing, consuming

Throw it away

And laugh it off

It's always the same

It's always

It feels like a chain

Around the neck

It pulls and it strains

Shamefaced