Paranoid

i don't wanna back down, i don't wanna come off like i'm feeling paranoid

i don't wanna be annoying then i act out, but i think that you're in love with another boy

tears are forming but i gotta hold em back now, cause i'm thinking that you played me like your favourite toy

this anxiety is gonna make me black out, i just hope when i'm asleep that i don't hear your voice

ever since i found you i feel like i've lived in the sun

i told my mom about you i said that i think she's the one

but now you got me doubting like wait was she ever in love?

so now my life is clouded, all my tears are raining above

feel like i've lived in the sun

i said i think she's the one

like was she ever in love?

all my tears raining above

ya, i don't doubt your love for me, but it's feeling like you're more of just a friend to me

while i love you even more than my family, could you give me like a warning right before you leave

and i know i overthink and that i freak out, but will you grab my hand like every time i reach out

it's like your heart is locked and you want me to keep out, i feel the love leaving my body when i breathe out

look into my soul every time you tell me you love me, cause i don't believe i'm the only one that you're telling

when i hold your hand and you let go feel like a dummy, we were stuck together but now it feels like we're melting

run away with some other boy and leave me here to die in the open

close my heart with a kiss from your lips now leave behind the feelings that we found

ever since i found you i feel like i've lived in the sun

i told my mom about you i said that i think she's the one

but now you got me doubting like wait was she ever in love?

so now my life is clouded, all my tears are raining above

ever since i found you i feel like i've lived in the sun

i told my mom about you i said that i think she's the one

but now you got me doubting like wait was she ever in love?

so now my life is clouded, all my tears are raining above