My Mathilde

brest to montreal, toronto, new york

i know that i will love you anywhere in the world

i hope it doesn't bother you that i never learn

i'd roam to every planet if you vanished from earth

my mathilde

living without you makes me actually ill

my mathilde

would you believe that i'm addicted to pills

my mathilde

this life without you might as well not be real

my mathilde

you left a hole in my chest i'll never fill

my mathilde

living without you is a swim in the ocean

eyes never open

constantly choking

living without you is like snow in the springtime

hiding in big lies

do you still feel mine

living without you is the reason i keep on

dreams that i sleep on

is what you feel gone

running 'round, check your page i'm coming down

will i kill myself, reveal myself, ideal myself, not now

speak to you i'm not allowed, so i speak my truth aloud

i store every bit of love in me like rain inside a cloud

now let it out

your memory's the only light that i've found

now let it out

i miss you such a fucking crazy amount

now let it out

the way you speak to me is my favourite sound

now let it out

and i'd do anything to look at your face right now