Nothing More

Another night of internal war 

The needles run their way through my skin 

I'm shuttering every breath I take in 

My body fails me once again

I'm debilitated, and panic sets in 

No

Refuse me

My body refuses me 

(Fear me) 

I'm refused I'm refused 

Find me 

Kill me 

Burn me 

Slowly 

You are the salt in my wound

You are a stain on my tongue 

There's a fear growing inside me 

I'm afraid it can't be undone 

Self-loathing is such a subtle song