Feel short of my own promises. I promised to keep me health whenever I stay by myself. Life be lifing all in my consciousness can’t get a break before I realize I’m stressing to hard. Being alive ain’t a consequence. My scariest dream always bout failure. My girl got pregnant in April we lost it feel like I made her lose herself when she learned I wasn’t perfect as should had thought and I made mistakes feel regret bout it everyday; all I say is I try to be better, and if it happen again I just do my best not to stress ha this time I hate she feel like I’m like all the time can’t blame her for feeling that cause did it with all my lying just gotta give ha some time I guess I find my stress be bigger when you crying inside and highly upset one reason why my mind been a mess cause we took us a test. We gone be alright I won’t mess up this time around on my life.

I know I done wrong; that’s on me. I fell short a 1,010 before you do life without me. Can we try and do it again? Can we try (again)x5

Mama, you know I can hear yo silent cry’s made my first song on yo womb started wit sounds of yo heart beat inside ya I know the news won’t bring you dryer eyes but dry ya eyes mama, mama raised a king so he can get through anything; first I broke this kinda news to you you was confused I felt alone but didn’t see it was new me. And you, too, feeling running wild. I am yo child telling you he got a child; selfish me to think yo emotions ain’t to be heard aloud, but your distance scared me more than ever, so I thought to do best got my apartment lost the baby must have been due to stress her family didn’t react to good either I blame neither I just feel like a group support I’ll do wonders for pregnancies yes we did some things and things happened way to soon I confess that happened just a year ago I’ve been to school and bout to graduate since preparing for when it happens next just got an interesting text it says. Know I done wrong; that’s on me I fell short a 1,010 before you do life without me. Can we try and do it again? Can we try (again)x5