Woah

You ever heard the saying fake it till you make it

I've been on the grind for so long

I'm tryna keep this shit in motion but it's hard to focus when your heart's broken

And your heart achin', lord I'm beggin' you to save me

And I'm still healin' so forgive me while I heal

Empty bottles and love letters

Wishin' I knew how to love better

Wishin' you weren't so hard-headed

But who am I to try and change it when it's all said and done

You had your fun and I had mine too

Need I remind you

My word is bond and I done stood on it

You were too addicted to the fast life and **** with intentions of just

Getting all inside you

Say you tryna slide through, but what is there to gain

Fuck you think a couple texts is finna change

Fuck you think a couple calls is finna do

If I was you then I'd be doing the impossible

To make it possible to try and prove

Yourself in all of this, and in the midst of it all

I've heard a lot about you through the vines and cracks in the walls

Had me falling for the lies, through all the damage you done caused

I done stood tall

I don't hate you as a person, I just hate the shit you've done

How you lived a double life but always preached that I'm the one

How you take advice from people that was hating from the jump

You let 'em change your whole perspective on us

How can I believe in you when you be leaving me without a choice

I tried to see it through, but chairs would never flip when I would voice

The way I feel, who would've known you'd have a hard time keeping it real

I know you know

You would never find another me that's set in stone

You would never make up for the memories, and neither will I

I reminisce and take a sip while I cry

Girl, I'm broken to the core, and you the one at fault

All I ever wanted was for you to keep it raw

All I ever wanted was for us to live the life we always dreamed about

But you had other plans without myself involved

Girl, I'm tired, I've been feeling kinda lonely

I'm caught up in this daydream daily

Learning to have patience, is crazy

Cause you the one I rode for

You the one I leaned on

You the one I cried for, suddenly the tears gone

You the one I trusted, every single risk I screamed fuck it for you

I don't hate you as a person, I just hate the shit you've done

How you lived a double life but always preached that I'm the one

How you take advice from people that was hating from the jump

You let 'em change your whole perspective on us

How can I believe in you when you be leaving me without a choice

I tried to see it through but chairs would never flip when I would voice

The way I feel who would've known you'd have a hard time keeping it real