There’s a party full of demons in my living room Smashed a bottle I just wish it wasn’t 40 proof I’m insatiable , I go until I face the floor

I’m incapable of stopping can’t take anymore

So lost

In my own home Had to call mom I was so low

Voices calling

They’ve been mocking

Insecurities repeating repeating And I’m pleading for help

My voice turning Against my body My house burning From under my feet Up and running

Is all they taught me This time I mean it I’m gonna lean in

I was diving in the deep end Of my darkest wounds

Had to look into the mirror Wasn’t bullet proof

Run through memories

That used to be apart of me

And I hate to think I fed all this insanity

So lost

In my own home Had to call mom I was so low

Voices calling

They’ve been mocking

Insecurities repeating repeating and I’m pleading for help

My voice turning Against my body My house burning

From under my feet Up and running

is all they taught me This time I mean it I’m gonna lean in