Amputationsdrang

Eroticism nurtured through congruous bodily contours

Aberration, an inevitable deviation from the spectrum

Lusting for the beautifully impaired

A grotesque aspiration for the corporal asymmetry

Devoid of somatic autonomy

Conjoined with extremities estranged to me

To be whole I must sever what is not my own

An agonizing ordeal to end my able-bodied misery

I succumb to this tortured, crippling desire

Orgasmic transfiguration

Auto-erotic adoration

As I gaze upon my newly-won stumps

Glorification of absence

Through severance I savor my final moments

Wallowing, enraptured in somatic autonomy