Boulder

I step foot in the past I resist,

Then I left my mask in the wind,

My heart wont break from within,

Take time ima crash in the crypt,

That’s a heavy boulder to lift,

Living isn’t growing older its,

Being present in the moment its,

Seeing being sober a gift,

No one taught me how to harness the fall,

On the edge when it’s costly to slip,

Before you learn to run gotta crawl,

I swear I felt it all in the midst,

Of being who I want,

and being who I thought was kid,

heard a whisper through the wall,

but I never threw his god in the bin,

I’m retrieving what I lost,

My sanity, what I confessed on a whim,

Wasn’t even all gone, I only knew the dawn to repent,

Subconscious exhaustion,

No bite for the barking,

Whose life on the market?

It’s peak and it's costly to bargain,

Northern the margin its close but it feel like the farthest,

Keep shooting for the stars,

It's a life beyond the means of your darkness,

The beauty of the rose that he hold,

but the thorn is the sharpest,

I can go where the shadow don’t,

I’ll atone the apartness,

I’ll stone the apartness…

Around and around how it go,

lift a shroud on my own proud,

by the sweat of my own brow,

wish I knew then what I know now,

pin dropping like pink dollaz,

shh quiet ain’t make no sound,

steady moving at the pace of heart, weighed short of a whole pound,

around and around how it go,

like the roller rink in midtown,

by the sweat of my own brow,

wish I knew then what I know now,

pin dropping like pink dollaz,

shh quiet ain’t make no sound,

steady moving at the pace of heart, weighed short of a whole pound