Already Dead

And most of my days

Keep Knocking me down

I slap on a smile

But it's wearing me out

Looking for clues

In search of a thought

To help me say farewell and

Make sense of it all

I'm taking back the awful things I said

I never knew that this could be the end

And I'm running as the wave comes crashing in

On top of me

I'm already dead

You don't really care now

What I've become

Running on empty

And my body is numb

Looking for clues

In search of a thought

To help me find myself

And make sense of it all

I'm taking back the awful things I said

I never knew that this could be the end

And I'm running as the wave comes crashing in

On top of me

I'm already dead

I'm already dead

I'm already dead

Don't you ever wanna feel

Like you feel when you

Make it first to the finish line

You were never there

Did you even care that

I'm already dead

I'm already dead

I'm taking back the awful things I said

I'm fading fast on your side of the bed

And I'm laughing as the dirt starts crumbling in

On top of me