As I pace back-and-forth in the middle of the night

The creeks in the floors, my exhausted sighs

Fell back into the cage again

Screaming, will it ever end?

I think about all of the things you said

Overthink until I’m wishing I was dead

I’m very deep in my mind

I’m a prisoner in my lost in overdrinking

Every possibility, every fear it’s keeps me sinking deep drowning in the sea of my own thoughts until I can’t breathe

Every decision feels like life or death

I’m second-guessing every single breath

Wandering if I said the wrong thing again

Did I open a wound I can’t

I think about all of the things you said

Overthink until I’m wishing I was dead

I’m very deep in my mind

I’m a prisoner in my lost in overdrinking

Every possibility, every fear it’s keeps me sinking deep drowning in the sea of my own thoughts until I can’t breathe