Mann it sucks that the shi gotta be like this

Gotta leave it like a mystery and forget it

Gotta treat it like it’s buried so you don’t get hit

Inna head by some shi that you wasn’t expecting

I been in a dark place cause people gonna leave me

You never really know somebody tell by how they leaving

But I appreciate all the shi you did for me

And all the things that you allowed me to speak

You gon always have a place inside my heart

And I love you we’re never spiritually apart

Cause we know

Deep down

Its good

It’s good

It’s good

All of this shi in my mind

Put into art how I occupy time

I’m crunchin my time onna grind

I make her feel cute while she doin her grind

Feel like God put me back in my line

Start to lose my focus on what I got mine

I’m puttin that shi back behind

Was losing my pivot after doing right

I been knocked right out my element

After tryna do what’s right

I look at myself I’m regretting it

Getting too drunk tryna end the night

We never physically handled that shi

Watch when you gon wanna put shi in the past

Let’s hope in three months from now

You gon keep wanting to go have some fun

Nd I’m coolin that you gotta hunnid mfs that you entertained

Nd that shi weird the shi get crazy when ladies feel like they been locked inna cage

But that shi weird cs last time I checked the way she feeded me it was the same

She prolly projected shi remember there’s dudes in ha phone that she played a game with

Part of the reason that we had no Snapchat

Insta TikTok

That boy gon munch you, you js laugh nd tell yo man that he a lil brother

Then some mfs said they kissin you on his lap that Halloween party

It made you feel so sick scared you wanna switch schools but then you confront him

If you never fucked with the red head

Why you even give him the time

Nd that shi ain’t ever make sense

Always knew that you fell outta line

Yk im always in the wrong you the type of mf that’s always right

But that’s okay cs you been happy chillin livin the new world new free life

Ima let ha live ha life

While ima walk with God

May God have mercy on yo soul

Ik he with you in that cross on yo neck

Nd from me trust you been blessed

Ain’t the type to go pop out nd flex

I’m the type to get me a check

Yall the type to go get you a check from a boss

I’m hustling music to get to the top

We running it up nd around like a clock

If yall in my head you would see the chaos

Yall different than me so you lost me

That’s what be the problem they not me

How can I be wrong yall js copy

Everything you see

But I have to realize

It’s the aftermath by no surprise

Embrace that

It’s my fault

I know

I be 5 shots deep I take another sip

What I gotta do to get a hug

That drink gon give me it

Tired of gettin played inna face

That shi don’t be it

Ima do myself inna plane

Where there is no one there

Even if I’m drunk about you I’m finna always care

You’d think that the love of yo life eventually would’ve chased you back

Should’ve stayed at the crib the club it really set me back

Stickin out from all these pawns they fallin to this game of chess

First time inna minute crying yk God gon make the lesson

Maybe it was js bad timing or maybe we needed connections

For you it can be anybody for me it’s myself that im wrestling

Man it

Man it sucks

Man it sucks that the shi gotta be like this

You know I miss you right

Back baby

I can’t do it

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