Trenches

I ponder myself doing only what I like

and fantasize a bit too much to be alright

let me sing, let me play

give me wings, give me zen

I scar my soul, my walls are torn before I write

It's when the sun's asleep that desperation strikes

I'm addicted to the pen

can't avoid the lion's den

ain't gonna lie, it's true that sometimes it's a lot

I'm in the trenches with the boys not giving up

I'm ready for more to come my way

It's not in my bones to pull the brake

I ain't gotta know, ain't gotta know

I'm ready for more than one can take

It's not in my bones to pull the brake

I ain't gotta know

when it pays off, man

My time is scarce, I know I disappear at times

can't stay in touch with everyone the way I'd like

let me sing, let me play

Let me breathe, give me zen

No time for love and rarely some that's mine

There's lonely one of my kind, I think I resigned

Let me squeeze myself again

let me squeeze myself again

let me squeeze until I'm drained

aint gonna lie, it's true that sometimes it's a lot

I'm going all in with the boys, reach for the stars

I'm ready for more to come my way

It's not in my bones to pull the brake

I ain't gotta know, ain't gotta know

I'm ready for more than one can take

It's not in my bones to pull the brake

I ain't gotta know

if it pays off, man