B-B-Boyfifty

Oh, ah, oh, oh

Oh, ah, oh-oh, oh-oh, ah, ah

I haven't felt like myself in forever, part of me feels like I'm not even living

How can I try to live life to the future, when I still regret all my past decisions?

I over think about everything, my brain don't give me a break, it just goes

It's only 'cause I just sit, and I think, and dwell on the things that I can't control

I feel like happiness doesn't exist, I think that happy is just an illusion

I think we all have figured that out, and now, we want love to be the solution

I know I'm not even close to perfection, if we talking flaws, I know I got several

I don't be trying to romanticize sadness, but every night, I dance with the Devil

I could explain all the pain that I feel, but it won't take away how I'm feeling inside

How do I tell you I know that I'm breathing, but really, somehow, I don't feel alive?

How do I tell you I don't wanna be here? I walk around with my heart on my sleeve

I'm tired of giving my all to everyone, 'cause in the end, everyone leaves

I guess I'm way too messed up to love, I guess my all is never enough

I push away everybody that tries, 'cause everyone tried, just fucked up my trust

Reason for this, is a result of my past, sometimes, I really do miss what we had

Then, I remember, we was meant for each other, but we just wasn't meant to last

Part of me knew that you'd leave me, 'cause everyone does, but I prayed that you'd stay

I knew the love that we had, so, I kept my guard up, I knew that we'd fade

We knew the game was dangerous, but we both loved to play

Maybe, someday, I'll be happy, but I know "someday" just isn't today

Damn, I can't forgive myself for everything I let you do

Somebody called me and asked if I knew you, and told 'em, "Nah, but I used to"

Everyone leaves, so, why bother?

But you leaving me has made me stronger

I know there's plenty of fish in the sea, but if I am honest, you poisoned the water

Oh, ah, oh, oh