A New Life

Oh into the forest to bathe in the hope of the light

Rifle, machete, the permanent stitch in my side

Napalm for pipe bombs I built in the still of the night

That Ohio blue tip to light up the darkness that I

That I feel

Oh but who will believe what I write

So I'll leave it

I'll leave it behind

Cuz I gotta

Find something

Somewhere out there

I got to find a new life

Wander around

Wonder about

But I feel higher than I

Ever felt

I'm on the long road to hell

Reconnaissance, consequence, carry the guilt on my thighs

Absorb all the secrets, secreting the essence of life

One ticket to somewhere will beat the despair and denial

That I feel

Oh but who will believe what I write

So I'll leave it

I'll leave it behind

Cuz I gotta

Find something

Somewhere out there

I gotta find a new life

And wander around

Wondering now

But I feel

Higher than I

Ever felt oh you know it's surreal

Wander around

Wondering now

But I feel

Higher than I ever felt

I'm on a long road to hell

One ticket to unfuck myself