What I Want (feat. Rysk Framtiden)

If I wanted you dead you'd already be dead

If I wanted you hurt you would eat through a straw

For the rest of your life while confined to a bed

Having to pay every day as you're beat bloody raw

If I wanted you fucked then you'd look like a gape

When I want you to burn, only ashes remain

If I want something bad then it is what I get

So this bat cracks your skull, then it smashes your brain

Yo, what I want is not always the right thing

Might not be good for the people around

Be like a bomb full of nails and a bright bang

Is what's ahead, half the dead never get found

But I'm not the one to think decisions through and so to drown ya

I will drill a bunch of holes in the boat we both be sailing on

Always quick to have a drink or seventeen when I come around you

If they give me thirty-four sobriety tests I will fail 'em all

And not at all would I feel like an asshole

Till I awake, blood ain't fake on my hands

I wish it was stabbed and cut like an 8-ball

Of those that fall I'm not aimin' to make no friends

All depends on if I'm feeling like I'm failing or I'm killing

At the game that I am playing 'cause I hate to fuckin' lose

Feelin’ so when I'm a loser, drug and alcohol abuser

Helping hand I will refuse and violence is what I choose

If I wanted you dead you'd already be dead

If I wanted you hurt you would eat through a straw

For the rest of your life while confined to a bed

Having to pay every day as you're beat bloody raw

If I wanted you fucked then you'd look like a gape

When I want you to burn, only ashes remain

If I want something bad then it is what I get

So this bat cracks your skull, then it smashes your brain

If I wanted to hear you run your mouth I'd pause (Wait! What?) and pull my dick out

But that ain't me (No!), last seen in a bad dream (Where?)

Blaspheme when I spit on a fat beat (Ugh!)

Kill shit like fent in a bloodstream (Ooh!), my style just vibe on a crime scene

Go wild when I feel leaking body fluid on my bare feet

What I want? I-I want to be a good guy

But a good guy doesn't get this high (Nope!)

Doesn't write this many sick rhymes to justify deducting life (Bitch!)

I'm just a blight and I'm out to kill, I got missing people stuck in my grill

And I'm missing memories so frequently I can't tell myself what's happening

If I wanted you dead you'd already be dead

If I wanted you hurt you would eat through a straw

For the rest of your life while confined to a bed

Having to pay every day as you're beat bloody raw

If I wanted you fucked then you'd look like a gape

When I want you to burn, only ashes remain

If I want something bad then it is what I get

So this bat cracks your skull, then it smashes your brain