Better

I wanna meet everyone who will ever love me,

Get 'em all together, throw a party.

I wanna see it, taste the roar of the crowd—

It’s all I ever think about.

But I’m gonna get up,

It’ll be fine.

I’m sure of myself most of the time.

I don’t need school,

I don’t need friends,

Yes, I swear I’m not off the deep end.

It’s my life, it’ll be fine.

I’m not insane, just stuck in my mind.

I don’t need school,

I don’t need friends,

But I’m not off the deep end.

I know I won’t be alone forever,

‘Cause all I wanna be is better.

All I wanna be is,

All I wanna be is.

So should I flash, maybe put on a show—

Anything for you to notice some potential?

When you like keeping to yourself,

It’s easy to compare your empty shows

To the ones with 50 people there.

I know they won’t hear a sound.

Nobody looks, but the dead eyes

Are hung up all on my blouse.

I don’t like thinking about how

I keep trying to fly, but I’m glued

To the same spot on the ground.

I know I won’t be alone forever,

‘Cause all I wanna be is better.

All I wanna be is,

All I wanna be is,

No I won’t be alone forever,

‘Cause all I wanna be is better.

All I wanna be is better,

All I wanna be is,

All I wanna be is,.

I packed my bags, and I’m leaving town tonight—

For the twentieth time.

If I do everything right

For the next ten years of my life,

Then I will be just fine.

If I find the people I’ve been searching for all along,

Then maybe I’ll belong.

I know I won’t be alone forever,

‘Cause all I wanna be is better.

All I wanna be is,

All I wanna be is,

Better,