Staring At The Ceiling

I've always felt like a second-tier human

Down on my knees while I try to feel something

I've never liked my own reflection

Cause Looking at me I felt disconnected

They made me feel like a second-tier human

Still hollow inside cause they bled me dry

And I never hoped for disconnection

I always hoped I'd feel good inside

I wake up tryna chase the feeling

But I'm so caught up staring at the ceiling

Left my keys in the back of a taxi

Cause I'm so fucked up just getting distracted

Nothing but love for this second tier human

I always hoped I'd feel good inside

Holding me up while I try to feel something

I'm growing up to feel good inside

Yeah I'm growing up to feel good inside

I woke up tryna chase the feeling

But I'm so caught up staring at the ceiling

Left my keys in the back of a taxi

Cause I'm so fucked up just getting distracted

Can't slow down and I got in the way

cause I'm so fucked up can you say it again?