Mirror Fiction

The thoughts in my head

Will stay till I'm dead

I see them in red

The shadows of dread

Think of it at night

This eternal fight

Paint it black and white

All I feel is spite with everything I write

Self hatred

The force within me

Self hatred

The force within me

When the time goes by

Self esteem runs dry

Can't seem to deny

All these blatent lies

When I feel alone

Take blame on my own

Get out of this zone

Won't be sure to phone anyone I've known

Everything is so confusing

Everything is suffering

All I really seem to do is sit right here and hate on me

Everything is so confusing

Everything is suffering

All I really seem to do is sit right here and hate on me

Never mind it's a state of mind

Never mind it's a state of mind

Never mind it's a state of mind

Never mind it's a state of mind

Never mind it's a state of mind

Never mind it's a state of mind

Never mind it's a state of mind

Never mind it's a state of mind

Never mind it's a state of mind

Never mind it's the same old rhyme

Sometimes I hurt myself

But most times I'm filled with my self loathing

They feel no sympathy, no

No one will care at all

Just do it

Let the rivers of blood

Flow into the sink

Cut myself

Can't seem to understand, no

Can't seem to quell the thoughts inside me

All I want is happiness

All I want is true self worth

All I want is self security

All I want is happiness

All I want is true self worth

All I want is self security

All I want is to look in the mirror

And like what I see

All I want is to look in the mirror

And like what I see