In Spite of Me

Buried to my knees

I hope you find some sort of peace in spite of me

Swinging blade that opens scars and more

Comes around again

But you're not asking for a chance to pour out

Everything that hadn't been said but thought

Maybe I was holding you back from love

But we weren't anything

You used your head to get in mine

Buried to my knees

I hope you find some sort of peace in spite of me

I wasted weeks

I know your perfect smile will never show its crooked teeth

The blade of love that I have now

Twists and turns in my back

Your friends say I'm at my worst

And you're my guiding light

If I die from all of this

No, I won't be missed

The light has turned to shade

And I've been pushed away

Buried to my knees

I hope you find some sort of peace in spite of me

I wasted weeks

I know your perfect smile will never show its crooked teeth

I've given up, so write me off

And I'll be gone

I'm watching you, I was too distant

Don't miss it, I'll be fine

I'm sorry that you had it all planned out

(All planned out)

Buried to my knees

I hope you find some sort of peace in spite of me

I wasted weeks

I know your perfect smile will never show its crooked teeth

(Decay with me)

Buried to my knees

I hope you find some sort of peace in spite of me