Dark Grey

So this is what it's like to have it all turn dark grey

I watch the colours drain from the dynamic each day

Did we lose all the fun inhaling smoke from your gun?

Let me explain my love, let me explain

Why did this change? You're holding back,

please speak with honesty - and honestly,

you held my hand so goddamn perfectly

We're sinking again I'll let you know I'll let us go,

I'll take the time I'll leave it alone

Just know that I did all I could to make this last,

It couldn't last

I've been finding all these pieces of her,

in keepsakes and reminders

with moments I can't just put into words

when death takes us both,

could we meet on the other side?

I've been heart sick without her near me tonight.

I took it off, all the baggage I brought

We tried to make sense of the problems I've got

The last thing I'm left to think about

with you gone and as I'm falling out

Is what can I learn from this'

And how do I mourn for what I miss

You're holding back,

please speak with honesty and honestly,

you held my hand so goddamn perfectly

We're drowning again

I'll let you know, I let us go

I took the time, I left it alone

Just know that I did all I could to make this last

It couldn't last