[ holdin on ]

I guess a whole lotta thunder and lightning

Don’t always mean rain when you need it

[ prayers up ]

I gotta hand it to ya cuz you ran it up

[ holdin on ]

When you reach for the sky

Hold a star to your chest

You could save it when you need it

[ prayers up ]

I got an attitude , got me fed up

It ain't special having backs to the wall when your back’s to the minute hand til tomorrow

Doing my best to get 5 outta 2 + 2

What's the use ?

Used to be confused and turned around

Watching everything fall apart around ya

I just learned a lil somethin about highs and lows

And minding those

I could spot a rut when it's up close

Snub nosed talking hard stops, touch stones

I'm fearing i'm forgetting every shortcut home

[ holdin on ]

Old things i made a part of me

Tore you out my bloodstream and arteries

Still I’ll tell the world i hope you're proud of me

Maybe one day you could back here grounding me

But fuck that , i've been taking comfort in a toxin

Four letter words that ive been mixing

In a cocktail

French exit i could do without goodbyes cuz

Ain't shit good besides my own two, eyes

[ holdin on ]

I guess a whole lotta thunder and lightning

Don’t always mean rain when you need it

[ prayers up ]

I gotta hand it to ya cuz you ran it up

It ain't special having backs to the wall when your back’s to the minute hand til tomorrow

I know a game called push & pull

Ain't no rules

In the garden

Showed our truth when we walked in

Mixed an anesthesia with a toxin

Before i go running my mouth

Saying something that shouldn't come out

Alleviate the hearsay cuz my name

Comes right out in heavy amounts

[ hol - ]

Here's to who paraphrases " the grind "

For having kinks to clout

Never forget your doubt

This was never your lane

Apologize to me now

You just wanted a gain

Foaming up at the mouth

Since 2020 i've been battling my body

Dopamine fien , i set up a hunting party

And its checkers not chess so jr did an ollie

Head over heels , turn this shit into pilates

[ holdin on ]

I guess a whole lotta thunder and lightning

Don’t always mean rain when you need it

[ prayers up ]

I gotta hand it to ya cuz you ran it up

[ holdin on ]

When you reach for the sky

Hold a star to your chest

You could save it when you need it

[ prayers up ]

I got an attitude , got me fed up

" what are you doing here ?

figured you'd be half way to new york by now "

" everything always takes longer than you think "