Most days it be dark Ptsd can’t even trust my shadow /Sometimes I be stuck in head So I pop me a bean for these demons I battle/ My old head told focus on the money But I never listens still walked wit that scalpel/ Hard headed back then I was destined to win , new year , new Bag , we goin full trottle// Know a teacher said I won’t make it to tomorrow /Now I’m somewhere in Miami sticking on a yatch drinking Donny reposado / When I’m back in the towns take a trip downtown might go fuck on a model /Then I’m back uptown 200 a dash smoking on some deads I never had no sorrow / Wanna know the real reason they beefing wit us / When the gang come around they bitch beasting to f**** / Free the bros in the spot , they know that I love em / At the end of the day they know its just us / Cool ricks & Some leathers they know how I come /I always throw it on I never been a bum / Hit up kah hit the road & go hit up the bump / Never been the 2 I always been the one // Most days it be dark Ptsd can’t even trust my shadow / Sometimes I be stuck in head So I pop me a bean for these demons I battle /My old head told me focus on the money But I never listens still walked wit that scalpel / Hard headed back then I was destined to win , new year , new Bag , we goin full trottle