Overthinking

Went out my way to show them love, but it's okay. Like they'll rather feed me crumbs, while they eating in my face. I'm trying to run from all my thoughts. Sometimes I can't even sleep at night. Man, I was only twelve years old, they locked me up and read my rights.

Don't vent my problems to no one, cause if I did, how would they help? I got a call luh hitter died, so that whole week I never slept. They do me wrong because on me, I get no get back, let it be. And if I'm quiet, I'm in my thoughts, I'm thinking, who be there for me? They try to take me down, I would have gave them sum they shoulda asked. If you my bro, I break you down, try to take from me, you won't come back. Man, all I did was give them love, they tried to turn and do me wrong.

I give them everything I got, I hope they listen to this song. I love my girl to death, but she don't understand how I be feeling. Man, she don't understand that nice guys like Joker turn the villains.

I'm in my bed, staring at my ceiling. Of course, I'm reminiscent. Man, I was death for them, I held out my hand, they went missing. Last time I cried, I cried about my mom. Her situation worse than worse, but she still taking care of her son.

Man, I feel bad for older than me. I'm living life with all this trauma. I wanna sit back with my girl, I told her I don't want no drama. They tell me money route of all evil, sometimes I understand. But money never left my side.

Ain't do me wrong like my own man. I'm tired of pain, this shit gon' hurt me when I sleep. I try to let go all my problems, they don't understand this deep. I was living on Glenwood, I open fridge, ain't nothing to eat.

Like what you know about holding strong and waiting days to go and feast. You call my bluff if they ain't never went and slide. The whole world know I'm YB. That's where I'm at, I never hide. I love her sleepy voice she look at me and tears all in her eyes.

I asked her what I did wrong, she asked would I ever leave her side. I think bout you and you and you and you and you. Like what I do and what I do. Like who is you and who is you? My happy face is making music.

Won't ever drop, I'm not influenced. It's od drugs that I'm abusing. I'm tired of pain, like who can do it? Like me and Key was on the phone. We talkin' bout how bad we was scarred. We basically live the same life, but mines was worse, they took my heart.

They do me wrong, they do me bad. They put me last like rose apart. Man I'm still mad about my dad, like did shit lie, was there a spark? I would eat your noodles that day, a struggle meal that I perfected.

My other fam was on some drugs, I watched that needle get injected. I hang with snakes, but it's okay, can't see the real from all the fake. Man, I was down, bad at the bottom. And they were full, still took my plate.

But it's okay, and it's okay. I'm here to stay, this not to play. And bae, don't cry, I hate that face. And when we talk looking the eyes, and almost faint. Always been that type of guy to forever hold my place.

I caught my opp trap star at Atlanta Station. He's a runner. Locked up with od rats. They tried to give me cheese, but I ain't gonna. I turned around, they stabbed my back, they watched me bleed. Ain't by myself, I'm with my Glock inside these streets.

He sending disses, I'm sending shots like what's the issue? My brother told me I'm slimy, he forever passed me tissue.