What are we all doing here?

Wish I would find a way just to disappear

The symptoms aroused by the cancer inside me

Plans devised by the demons that surround me

All of your faithless inside gives birth

To a whole new defile

So I will hold back the day

Wish I could give you all away

You control all that's in my mind

Oh I resent it

Just die, die, die, die, die, die, die

Burn me! Tear me! Rip my insides

My soul is sick, the vermin is clichéd to my pride

Diseased is my mind, abominated my veins

So just pull the trigger and release me from this pain

So I will hold back the day

Wish I could give you all away

You got all things in your life

So I will die

Well I just die

Pulling my string and it wheeling me deeper inside the silence is leading the way

Pushing me through the gap pulling me limb by limb know the end, cause I know the end is today

Just die, die, die, die, die, die, die

I am just a heretic falling to pieces, you held out your hand but I must let you go

I am just a heretic falling to pieces, you held out your hand but I must let you go

I am just a heretic falling to pieces, you held out your hand but I must let you go

I am just a heretic falling to pieces, you held out your hand but I must let you go

To complete you

Deny you

To save me from myself

So I will take the shame

I will take the blame

I will pull the plug

Cause I am just a heretic fighting to Disconnect!!!