I know I said it was the last time

But I still got a lot left to get off my chest

I just

Think about the past time

I was just there for a moment cuz you knew who was next

I been

Working so hard everyday hoping one they would see me and give me my respect

I don't

Know what's in my future but I'm living in the present hoping one day they could call me the best

I'm still bleeding from the pain that I been through

I'm still bleeding from the things that you did, after you left me it cut me deep

Smoking so much weed my remedy

Rapping all this pain my therapy

I remember when I used to think that you was a blessing

Never thought that it would turn out to be you as my lesson

Or just maybe you was both

Running from my pain I might go from coast to coast

Staying off the media I really hate to post

When I finally make it I might have to take a toast for the things that I been through

The things that I go through

So much on my mind that's steady fucking with my mental

You said you would ride for me I guess it was a rental

You said I was home I'm somehow facing eviction

You was like a drug you was my favorite addiction

I'm still bleeding from the way that you left

I'm still bleeding from the things that I heard after you left me it hurt me deep

Now I'm all alone no company

My demons so loud I don't think they could hear me

Still bleeding from love I can't trust it it's scary

Did what you did after me don't come near me

I'm not playing around not playing around with you

Ten toes on the ground I stayed on the ground for you

Waited around was waiting around for you

Defended ya name was holding it down for you

Just for you to move on so fast

They say true love really tested when you separate

Give me za inside this booth and watch me illustrate

I could paint a picture show you why I hate love

I just really think my first love my last love

I think it's messed up for the rest

Cuz if another one come around jacking that love she me

Ima ask her, baby what the fuck is that?

U said love? Who is that, where is that?

U said love, I don't really understand what that is

Sound like words just to stab me in my back

Sound like words just to get me out my zone right now

Sound like words they be using when they cap

I'm still bleeding from the pain that I been through

I'm still bleeding from the things that you did, after you left me it cut me deep

Smoking so much weed my remedy

Rapping all this pain my therapy

I remember when I used to think that you was a blessing

Never thought that it would turn out to be you as my lesson

Or just maybe you was both

Yeah yeah

I know I said it was the last time

But I still got a lot left to get off my chest

I just

Think about the past time

I was just there for a moment cuz you knew who was next

I been

Working so hard everyday hoping one they would see me and give me my respect

I don't

Know what's in my future but I'm living in the present hoping one day they could call me the best