Holding on

Holding on

Holding on

Holding on

Holding on

Calling on my life

Can’t escape it

Can’t escape it

Can’t escape it

Falling into place

Can’t replace it

Can’t replace it

Can’t replace it

I’m holding on

I’m holding on

All my brothers in the room

Comparison fuel the fumes

I’m living in the shadow

But I got my own calling too

I thought I been renewed

But my minds in the tomb

Yeah I wanna change the world

But I can’t even

change my own mood

I haven’t even paid my dues

Can’t even save my dudes

I left my pain back home

Returned, it came back too

I fulfill my truth

I fight

I still might lose

Whole time

I thought it was for me

But now

I fight for you

Calling on my life

Can’t escape it

Can’t escape it

Can’t escape it

Falling into place

Can’t replace it

Can’t replace it

Can’t replace it

I’m holding on

I’m holding on

For the first time in my life

I felt the lord say “ you no longer have to try, you are”

I remember I started crying in the car

I was like “ no one gets that” like people still think that like I’m some how living under like .. a spell

I’m like “nah, I’m living free”