Don't wanna live fast, I wanna come back, I wanna get ahead of everybody livin' last

Don't wanna feel bad, I don't want no regrets I wanna pile of memories, not a pile of cash

Nowadays I don't want none of that, I don't want no steps my new path

Looking for my vengeance, too bad

I don't wanna be the next this or that

I'm tryna be the first me (me me)

Think my mama trippin, said I'm on the TV

I never wanted my life to be easy, I'm in the right state of mind, clearly

Only conversation out of me is briefy, I'm a bow and arrow pull me back and set me free

All these setbacks in life really made me me, They say life is yin and yang, I'm still waiting to see

My white circle, everything around me so dark But I'm grateful for my mind

Cause I find a little joy in the grey parts, I don't want no hatred or vengeance to my enemies

They can do it all themselves, I don't need to make more

I'm tryna' find my white circle oh

I'm tryna' find my white circle oh

All to find a white circle oh

All to find a white circle oh

Nowadays I don't want none of that, I don't want no steps my new path

Looking for my vengeance, too bad

I don't wanna be the next this or that

I'm tryna be the first me (me me)

Think my mama trippin, said I'm on the TV

I never wanted my life to be easy, I'm in the right state of mind, clearly

Clearly I'm not tryna take the backseat

Clearly you been on the edge of your seat, I see

No white circle around me, But it's not behind me

Ain't' gon' wait for it to find me, No

Instead of vengeance I found something to better myself

Instead oh hating and dwelling on someone else

On things that I could never change, I went through that hell

When I was down on my lowest, I'm glad nobody helped

I'm tryna' find my white circle oh

I'm tryna' find my white circle oh